Terbatas,
Benar-benar terbatas waktu tersisa,
dengan teganya, ia terus berlari,
dengan ganas, semakin tak terkejar.

Letih,
benar-benar letih raga ini,
berlari dan terus berlari,
mengejar waktu,
memburu kesempatan satu-satu.

Bisa saja aku menyerah,
melepas semua impian ini,
dan kembali hidup seperti dulu,
pemimpi yang terlelap tidur.

Ingin sekali rasanya kulepas semua ini,
kembali ke masa lampau,
mengais-ngais cinta yang ku kubur dalam-dalam,
yang telah kubunuh dengan kejam,

Bisa saja aku menyerah,
melupakan perjuangan yang telah kulakukan,
dan menumpahkan air mata penyesalan,
penyesalan yang mungkin tak terlupakan,

Tapi aku tetap berlari,
dan berjalan meski tertatih,
start point sudah jauh di belakang,
dan final point masih jauh di depan,

tekatku bulat, aku tidak akan menyerah,
kesempatan tetap kuburu,
tapi aku hanya ragu,
mana yang harus ku lakukan dahulu?




Dea, Surakarta 20 Oktober 2011

1. Broken - Secondhand Serenade

" Is it broken? Can we work it out? I can see in your eyes You’re ready to break Don’t look away."

2. Set You Free - MYMP

"Each day remains my love for you. Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet. Makes leaving you so much harder. So how are we to know That this just wasn't so. That we just have to let each other go."

3. Broken Vow - Lara Fabian

"I'll let you go. Now that I found. A way to keep somehow. More than a broken vow."

4. Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls

"That maybe it's true. That I can't live without you. And maybe two is better than one. But there's so much time. To figure out the rest of my life. And you've already got me coming undone. And I'm thinking two is better than one."

5. Emotion - Destiny's Child

"And where are you now, now that I need you?. Tears on my pillow wherever you go. I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean. You never see me fall apart."

6. Moon River - Audrey Hepburn

"Oh dream-maker.. You're heart-breaker.. Where ever You're going, I'm going your way."

7. Like A Song - Lenka

"Time, make it go faster or just rewind. To back when I'm wrapped in your arms."

8. Tere Bin - Aatif Aslam

"Tere bin, main yun keise jiya.. keise jiya tere bin."

9. Unintended - Muse

"I'll be there as soon as I can. But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before."

10. 3 Times and You Loose - Travis

"I tried to reach you, but all the lines were down. Summer rain began to fall on this little town ...on this little town."

11. With or Without You - U2

"Sleight of hand and twist of fate. On a bed of nails she makes me wait. And I wait without you."

12. Everytime - Britney Spears

"And everytime I see you in my dreams. I see your face, you're haunting me.  I guess I need you, baby."

13. Someday When I Stop Loving You - Carrie Underwood

"I'll move on baby just like you. When the desert floods and the grass turns blue. When a sailing ship don't need a moon. It'll break my heart but I'll get through. Someday when I stop loving you."

14. Broken Angel - Arash ft Helena

"I'm so lonely, broken angel. I'm so lonely listen to my heart. The one and only broken angel. Come and save me before I fall apart."

15. Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift

"Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. He's the song in the car I keep singing. Don't know why I do"

16. Doushitte - Tohoshinki

"Doushitte kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga negarette mo kimi wa zuto. Koko ni iru to omotetta noni."

17.  Gotten - Slash ft Adam Levin

"And I've been saving, these last words for one last miracle. but now I'm not sure I can't save you if you don't let me you just get me like I never been gotten before."

18. Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglaseas

"Cause I, I walk the streets alone. I hate being on my own And everyone can see that I really fell And I?m going through hell, Thinking about you with somebody else."

19. I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat

"And now I miss everything about you. I can't believe I still want you. After all the things we've been through, I miss everything about you... Without you."

20. You - Ten2Five

"You.. Successfully tore my heart, Now it’s only pieces There's Nothing left but pieces of you."

Enjoy!