Allah...
Terimakasih atas segala yang telah engkau anugerahkan kepadaku hingga saat ini,
Semua yang ku butuhkan, kau berikan,
Terimakasih juga engkau telah mengingatkanku ketika aku lalai,
Terimakasih telah menjawab doaku,
dan meraih ikhtiarku,
sesungguhnya, hanya kepadaMu aku berharap,
hanya kepadaMu kugantungkan asa.
Dan hanya Engkaulah yang mampu,
membuka pintu-pintu harapan
yang tak mungkin dapat ku buka.
Allah..
Sungguh aku adalah makhluk yang bodoh
jika aku meminta hanya untuk saat ini,
karena Engkau akan terus memberi
dari saat kulahir, hingga ku menutup mata.
Tapi aku yakin Engkau maha tahu,
bahkan jauh di dalam hatiku pun aku yakin
Engkau sangat amat tahu,
dan aku yakin, hanya Engkau yang mengerti
lebih dari siapapun.
maka dari itu, aku memohon kepadaMu,
wahai Sang Maha Raheem,
bukakanlah lagi pintu-pintu harapan itu,
untuk ku meraih cita-cita,
kuatkan imanku dalam menuntut ilmu,
Luruskan niatku hanya untuk Mu.
Ameen, ya Rabal Alameen..















Semarang, 30th August 2011

English Translation


Enjoy it! :)

Everything was too strange
when you suddenly walk in to my life,
should I call it a surprise?
if you let this feeling rise,
zama janana..
I feel spring when it's monsoon,
I see the blue sky conquer the dark clouds,
'cuz you are here with me.
za sta sara meena kom..
like the rainbow loves her rain,
like the sun loves morning,
like the moon loves her night,
zama janana..
escape me from the world I've been thrown away,
in your arm I'll find a place to refuge,
in your heart I'll find a place to stay.
za sta sara meena kom..
everyday I wake up
is like every single page of fairy tales,
'cuz you are here in my heart,
and we'll gonna make our magic.
zama janana.. za sta sara meena kom...!




Semarang, 22nd August 2011

This is the last time ever I cry for you,
The last time ever I get you through,
I may not ever see you anymore,
I may talk to you no more,
goodbye, my heart's beloved,
thanks for the bright you brought into my life,
but distance is getting so much farther,
and the gap is so much wider
between us.
wish I could make this little hope to be true,
that I can be with you,
but my heart can bear no more hurt,
and my ears can't hear anymore crude.
you built a wall you called difference between us,
I can't understand,
how it's so hard just to talk to you,
I can't even recall,
how I spent my years before with you.
and this is the last time I cry for you,
I'll be just missing you,
I wont let the world know,
bury it somehow.
because tonight will be the last time ever
I cry for you.















semarang, 21st August 2011

I hear the flower's kinda crying loud
The breeze's sound is sad
Oh no...
Tell me when did we become
So cold and empty inside
Lost a way long time ago
Did we really turn that blind
We don't see that we keep hurting each other no
All we do is just fight
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
Hold my hand....
Children seem like they've lost their smile
On the new blooded playgrounds
Oh no...
How could we ignore
heartbreaking crying sounds
And we're still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stopped feeling all the pain because
Like it's a daily basic affair
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
No matter how far I might be
I'm always gonne be your neighbour
There's only one small planet where to be
So I'm always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we can't deny
That we're always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour, my neighbour
We're neighbours
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

Assalamualaikum!

".. Indonesia Raya, Merdeka.. Merdeka. Tanahku, Negriku yang kucinta. Indonesia Raya, Merdeka.. Merdeka, Hiduplah Indonesia Raya.." - W.R Supratman, Indonesia Raya.

I always proud to see the Red-White flag of Indonesian flag rose up to sky by that anthem. Today is my beloved country's independence day, Indonesia. It's been 66 years since the Soekarno and Hatta declared our Independence from Nippon or Japanese. I remember what Hatta said,"Independence is not our final purpose, but it's a way to reach prosperity of nation". Man.. that's what we as youth to fight for!

Independence day always have a special place in my heart. I always stand by in front of TV at 9.30 am to watch Paskibra, The student troops who rise up the flag. I have ever told about Paskibra on previous post. I'll remind it again. Paskibra, Pasukan(Troops) Pengibar(Riser/hoister) Bendera(Flag). Paskibra are those who rise up the national flag on national ceremony like in today, national independence day! the member of Paskibra is only student of highschool from class 10 or 11.



To be Paskibra was my dream since I was kid, and to be Paskibraka or Paskibra who are perform in front of president like in that video is so hard to get selected. I have joined Paskibra when I was on high school but my height is not tall enough to be Paskibraka. So I just performed in front of school's head master.. :P
But I always proud to be Paskibra even just in my high school.

Paskibra consist of 3 groups, Troops 8, Troops 17 and Troops 45. Just like Indonesian independence date August 17th 1945! :D

Troops 17 have duty to guide the main troops or the troops 8. Troops 8 as the main troops have duty to bring the flag and rise it up.And the troops 45 have duty to accompany them. Although those troops have been coached up for more than a month before but the decision who's gonna get what duty is just in the morning of the ceremony. So, all of them should be able to do every duty as a troop!

I remember when I was still member of Paskibra in my high school, I got so many experiences! I got physically treatment, mental treatment, and be discipline in everything. Not only military treatment, but also organization management, especially when we were making a competition. I also have been thought about friendship,leadership ,work as group to reach a purpose together. It really gave me a lot of positive change to be what I am right now. I never mean to boast up my self, but for ever being a Paskibra it makes me different than the other when I face a new world in university. For example, it's not only me who said this, but most of my paskibra friends and those who ever be paskibra in high school, we look more critical than the other. And to present something in front of people is not a clumsy thing for us. While some people who is never involved in paskibra or any school activist said it's kindda hard thing. Well, actually everybody can do that as long as we want to try and make it usual.

Well, that's one of my childhood dreams. I still have so many dreams to reach.. see you on my next post! :D



Semarang, August 17th 2011

by reading this post, I hope you take a little time to pray for my little cats to keep survive until they are so furry and big!! :)